it’s one thirty am

AND I AM STILL AWAKE ELEOEIEOLEIEOELEIO YEAH. I HAVE SKEWL BUT YOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. (HALP IM BORED)

Before sunrise is one of my favorite love movies

Hey are you a dreamer? Yeah. Haven’t seen too many of you around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It’s not dead it’s just that it’s been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. And the dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I’m trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it’s ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don’t be bored. This is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting.
― Waking Life

When I’m surrounded by people all day I get cranky

it’s really funny how people create this whole entire image for someone in their mind. they think  that they know how someone thinks. and most of the time they just completely wrong. (but it’s actually very irritating because they put all these deeper meanings behind your words and actions, when they know completely nothing)

dmksjkhf

nothing and nothing really bothers me more than gossip

i mean really it is so annoying and pointless, just really how much people care about other peoples personal lives and what they’re wearing and whatever the heck they do. even if its something as simple as “that girl over there seems rude/mean”. and the fact that people agree is stupid too. like “oh she looks mean so she must be mean”, im sorry she looks that way? (that probably made no sense at all)

or other things, like how people tell a story about someone, and they act as if this story will put the pieces of the puzzle together and somehow decipher their life thoughts and feelings. like they’ll tell a story about someone that goes something like “oh yesterday i saw this guy, and poor thing, he looked so lonely, like he was on the phone, and he looked like reeeeeeeeally sad idk why” and its like this story will somehow put the piece of the puzzle of their whole personal life. 

just i hate gossip so much. even if its something small. its so freaking pointless. like there is so many things to talk about in the world and yet we always end up talking about the same things. this is actually very brief though and i was going to go more in depth but whatever 

ive realized that last post sounded really happy though. im actually very bored. and i have to meet my cousins tomorrow. the majority of my cousins smoke/smoked weed and are atheists… arg

im not judging them though. im just saying. actually i have no idea what im saying, im rambling lol

i feel more comfortable posting stuff on tumblr than on twitter, idk. i dont like people knowing stuff about me idk. o

also can i spam everyone with my lame posts too?

I BOUGHT REALLY GOOD SMELLY SOAP FROM LUSH TODAY :’) AND IT WAS BUY ONE GET ONE FREE LIKE OMG 

it was boxing day here in oh canada and i bought stuff! but idk im not that satisfied though. i bought like a pair of jeans and maybe like 4 or 5 shirts. but i woke up at 7 to go shopping and i could not fall asleep the night before, i fell asleep at 2 and i was dead tired. the mall was just sooooo crowded though.

nobody really cares though. but if you read this then i guess you care. maybe. i just need someone/thing to tell my day to idk why. i like hearing about someones day. 

everyone i look at will die one day

isnt that just weird or like creepy?